Got arrested last night. First time for everything. Domestic assault in exacerbated circumstances. I hit him with an open hand and got choked out to earn a big gash in my foot that needed stitches. He told the cops I punched him and stomped on him. I don’t remember stomping on him at all. The police were called over me screaming the loudest I could while being choked. It’s ok. I know how this works out.

I went to the police before to find out he was lying about having a warrant, and upon going to the doctor the next day and started taking all my pills again, ny mind was clear enough to realize he lied about having HIV as well. He does it to control me, these sorts of things, because he is a narcissistic manipulator.

The individual event that set this off was that he did his narcissistic triangulation on me. So y’know, he got to tell police that the insane man he is forced to live with due to the circumstances he created so I feel bad about the only other opinion he has is becoming homeless, he got to tell police that I hit him for no reason besides he was opening a window.

It’s bullshit! He doesn’t just open a window; he then stands with his back to me, chanting, ignoring all this drastic, egregious things that are going to make ME homeless, and I sound crazy to the people outside, so I shut up.

He has the willpower of a monk, but he may have a screw loose, but that could also be his “jedi mind tricks” he talked about one time then denied he ever said such things. He stood outside my door for SEVEN HOURS knocking and chanting one time, not even for weed, he had that, he just wanted a $50 1/8 that day, which I am forced to pay for by taking loans from his father that I alone will be forced to pay back.

He sanctioned me from talking to his family. I’m not doing that. His mother being a witness to the changes in her son may be the only thing that gets him committed. He NEEDS psychiatric intervention, because right now he’s a chimp with a machine gun, capable of feats nearing the Buddha’s capacity, but being totally self-interested.

And this is just a small list! I put shitloads of holes in the wall, but he has torn things off the wall multiple times and intentionally sabotaged the washer/dryer and dushwasher FOR LITERALLY NO REASON! There was a patient that I was in the hospital with over a decade ago who was diagnosed with Operant Defiance Disorder and that’s him. The only other person that could blow a gasket over being told they can’t illegally smoke weed in the apartment they are illegally shacked in with their supply victim.